I transitioned for a total of 7 months. Now, the reason why I didn't want to go natural in the first place was because I absolutely did not know how to style my hair. So I tried easy hairstyles like bantu knot outs, twist and braid outs. By 5-6 months, I noticed my natural growth but I also realized my hair was falling out tremendously in the back. I was stuck! I didn't know what to do; it got so bad that I figured, maybe I should perm my hair again. But, I convinced myself that I came too far to just give up. I stared in the mirror one day and said, “I think I want to cut all of my hair off.” My roommate came in the room and I just yelled, “Please cut my hair, I can’t deal with this anymore!” She responded “No” because she didn't want to be responsible for cutting off my natural hair. I didn't even want to cut off my own hair either just in case I snipped too much. I asked all my friends and a few family members to cut it but they said I should get it professionally done. Since I was in school in Pennsylvania, I only trusted to get my haircut in NY by someone who specializes with natural hair. Finally on December 10, 2011, I recall visiting my mother for a weekend.
All my life my hair has been long and it was nice to see the difference. Immediately after, I sent pictures of my new haircut to my family and friends and they loved it! Currently, I am 1 year and 5 months natural post big chop, but overall 2 years and 1 month natural. I continue to ask my sister for natural hair advice as well as watching “How To” YouTube tutorial videos which have helped me extremely. I love my hair more and more each day; not to sound cocky but for once I feel fierce! Portraying myself with my natural hair reminds me that I can feel comfortable in my own skin. I love my afro and I will never turn back to the creamy crack. I would never take back the frustration, anger or stress I had towards my hair because without these emotions or trial and errors, it would not have been a true journey!" - Sabine Clermont
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I shared a similar experience with my mother. It is interesting that we want their approvals so fiercely. Excellent blog!
ReplyDeleteAwww! I'm your inspiration. You inspire me as well lil' sis.
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ReplyDeleteSabine's story was beautiful an uplifting! She is rocking her natural state! I went back an forth in deciding to do the big chop, and just decided to grow my relaxer out. That was great that you went though with the BC an not didn't look back! Such an inspiration, continue on your journey my beautiful sister!
Thanks ~ Amber